Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Picking up Where I left Off

I have gone way down hill and left the working out/eating behind.  I am at a steady 177.  I have gained back 7 pounds of what I lost in the spring.  It's frustrating but I haven't gotten back into the motivation of it all.

I have to do this.  I have all of the motivational stuff on my desk, reminders so write on this blog to keep up, but I ignore them.  I have the people around me that are skinny and work out who I am jealous of, but I ignore them.  And right now I am tired.  Physically.  And I openly admit that I am lazy.  I'm so lazy.  And lack motivation.  If crafting meant that I could lose weight while doing it, i would be a size two.  I craft way too much and I need to work out. 

I am going to do it.  I have One Month until we get on our next cruise.  I am going to count down the days and do something for 30 minutes every day.  Go.  and I will write down what I did that day.  We'll see if I can do it!

Hmmm.....