Almost there

This image was from August 2013 (this year) when Evan, Chad, Amber, and I went to Isla Mujeres, Mexcio for our 'adult' short trip.  So far, it has been my favorite place!  We had an amazing room and the place was beautiful.  I would love to go back in a heart beat.  This was sunset one night. 
We leave in a week from today for Houston to get go on a cruise over the week of Thanksgiving.  I'm so incredibly ready to get away from things here at home and work.  It's been a really really tough few months for me and I need some re-freshing time...in alot of ways.  (work, marraige, and myself).

On the weightloss goal, I have down to 150...the other day I was 149, but I think i've gained a pound back this week.  And I have officially bought two size 8 pair of jeans.  I'd be scared to total the amount of money I've spent on jeans going down in sizes the last few months.  Eeek.  Too much money.  And my co-workers make fun of me when I wear my size 12 or 10's becuase they hang off of me.  don't even think about putting on my size 14's.  They are all in a stack in the top of my closet.  It's amazing being able to fit back into stuff.

I am only 5 pounds away from my goal weight of where I was in high school.  However, I had a realization this week when I saw a photo of someone who was the same weight but with 20% body fat vs 30% body fat.
I knew I didn't look the same physically and I just thought it was more of the fact that I had a baby.  However, when I was in HS, I as so athletic and my stomach was hard as a rock.  Now...not so much.  I'd be interested to see what my body fat % is....

Anyway.  I'm glad i'm down to a size 8 and almost 145.  I did P90X for a week and then it was the weekend and I didn't do it.  So frustrating.  But i'm going to try.  I'm going to try. I'M Going To Try!